this would be the pie i give out on the bad days versus the friendly aforementioned cake. i like expressive pastries.
To believe in a universe as young as six or seven thousand years old is to extinguish the light from most of the galaxy. Not to mention, the light from all the hundred billion other galaxies in the observable universe.
got pulled over today for speeding. she passed me than actually turned around and got my dumb ass. i had tried to slow down but it was too late.
i have been pulled over a few times. this was the first time i have been asked if i had any weapons or drugs in the vehicle. i was surprised/confused and said no but she repeated the question so i got pissed and laughed, “why are you asking me that question?”
that was dumb as well. i could have gotten my ass beat. but i just felt the rage that sometimes makes me act like my father. this is what he did/still does. laugh at cops who were “fucking with” him so he would end up in hand cuffs. lucky for me there was no reason for it to go that far. i just got a goddamn ticket.
my big 5 hour exam is on the 25th. coincidentally that is the day after rachel’s going party. i feel like this could be a sign but not sure if good or doom.
people keep telling i’m smart, that i’m going to pass. only 40% pass the first time. i am unconvinced i will be part of this number. the only thing i can do is study/practice. i have been putting that off even out of fear really. but i took a practice exam and i got a lot more right than i expected. i just need to work on my time, not give up with long cases and take some more goddamn notes.
i just really don’t want to fail.
Sanjai, a 20-years old bull (male elephant), sees himself for the first time in front of a mirror. [x]