June 2012
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“You and I have been happy; we haven’t been happy just once, we’ve been happy a...”
– to Zelda from F. Scott Fitzgerald, 26th April 1934 (via seabois)
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“I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.”
– Neil Gaiman (via divineisinyou)
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“Writing is something you do alone. Its a profession for introverts who want to...”
– John Green (via opendaylight)
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i can never take naps because i end up waking up like 9 hours later and it feels like a century has gone by and i get so confused about my existence
this made me laugh. i take naps all the goddamn time, and this will happen at least a fourth of the time.
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the way people look at me confuses me like 60% of the time. it’s so strange how you have a certain idea about yourself and/or the situation you’re in, and it can be totally different than what someone else sees.
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…in which i complain like a baby over my goddamn fucking finger.[[MORE]]
i am grateful that i have had relatively little pain. there was a lot of blood. the second after it happened and i saw the bleeding start, i knew it was bad. i grabbed paper towels to try to stop it, and kristen was looking at me, so i told her. i went to the back in a daze and wrapped my finger up. i looked at the...
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i’m sure that if i met my brother and sister as regular people and not siblings, we’d have nothing to do with each other.
god, we are such assholes in our individual ways. some of us casually bring up an ongoing conflict over oxy with some 40 year old man. another might passive aggressively change their mind against plans that were decided weeks ago. and then there’s that crazy...
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“oh, the periphery
i lost another one there
he found a prettier girl than me...”
– fiona apple
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[[MORE]]i am taking something now for anxiety. i had mixed feelings about it. but the bottom line is, it has been getting worse lately - to the point where it was getting difficult for to function somewhat normal. i’m sure anyone around me would be fairly surprised to know how much i struggle with this shit. my childhood did give me the talent of faking some normalcy. but i’m tired of...
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new cat power album coming out soon!!!!! that’s right - it gets the 5 exclamation marks of lunacy since i’m so excited.
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attempt to take a nap out of boredom and mild sleepiness. instead lie on bed and cry to johnny cash’s cover of “hurt”. find self ridiculous, get up and start washing dishes.
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“she understood that her heart operated on its own instructions, that she had no...”
– middlesex, jeffery eugenides
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“My skin is kind of sort of brownish pinkish yellowish white. My eyes are greyish...”
– Shel Silverstein, Where the Sidewalk Ends (via larmoyante)
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i guess i must be a daredevil, i don't feel...
i’m beginning treatment on thursday. [[MORE]]honestly, the anxiety has gotten worse in general. i haven’t had full blown panic attacks lately, but i get into this state where i am on edge and i can not relax even a little bit. it’s not fun during the day when these moments pop up, and it’s even less so when i’m trying to go to sleep. my mind will turn on itself,...
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“I wondered if i would spend the rest of my life inventing complicated ways to...”
– Miranda July (via swedesinstockholm)
you're disconnected, you can't find your name in...
it’s been a rough three days.
[[MORE]]i worked till 9 friday night with this crazy-ass event where grown men who should have known better drank themselves stupid. there were a few that were completely shitfaced but the worst was the guy who kept trying to lay his head down on the bar, started to hiccup nauseously (which made everyone nervous) and then got up and nearly fell over. he could...
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“nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal.”
– albert camus
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i am so tired. i think it may be because i did a lot of driving in torrential rain today. i have to wake up at 4 a.m. tomorrow, so i should really just go to bed now.
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“albert camus wrote that the only serious question is whether to kill yourself or...”
– still life with woodpecker, tom robbins
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particles of truth.
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the other day i was sleep deprived and ended up telling rachel something about my brother. i have never said anything about him to her before because it’s not a light topic. i don’t bring him up freely to people. it’s impossible to understand from the outside, and not much better if you’re part of it.
she got all teary instantly. i wasn’t expecting that....
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“it has always seemed strange to me…the things we admire in men, kindness and...”
– cannery row, john steinbeck 