teacher finally graded that paper which ticked off my obsessive compulsive tendencies and caused me to spend at least an hour in front of the computer eating one piece of gum after another. got 2 points taken off for mysterious reasons. i now have a 91% altogether.

i fear my control issues are getting stronger as i grow older. it’s days like today that really make me miss cigarettes. when i was smoking, at least i knew what to do with all this high strung energy. sure, i had a hacking cough and would wheeze myself to sleep, but there were good times too.