oh, my god.

i loved felicity back in the day. i squeed pretty much any time ben appeared on screen. i wanted to be felicity.

looking back, it’s still a great show. i love keri russell. scott speedman is still swoon-worthy. scott foley is actually adorable. don’t get me started on ian gomez - i adore javier deeply.

watching it now just makes me remember who i was back then. i’m not the same person. in some ways, it’s good and natural and part of growing up. but part of it just makes me sad, like i lost something.